Night Blade (Colbana Files #2) by J.C. Daniels
Kit Colbana's past is filled with abuse and violence but this tragic history has made Kit highly skilled at her job. When she comes to the attention of Banner, the policing organisation for supernaturals, Kit's first instinct is to avoid their attempts to contact her. She's particularly not interested because the agent in question is her ex boyfriend Justin. Kit may not want the job but Justin is certain that she is the only one who can solve the case of the murdered council members. When Justin informs her that it's believed that her current boyfriend Damon is suspected of murder and will be sentenced to death, Kit has no choice but to agree to the job, even if this means she has to go it alone.
Kit spends most of the book getting the shit kicked out of her as she investigates the case. BecauseNight Blade is so circular, it feels as though Kit spends the entire time chasing her tail without getting anywhere. Because of a binding spell placed on her, Kit actually feels pain anytime she even thinks about telling anyone what she is up to. Kit's inability to speak angers Damon and so she is forced to remind him repeatedly that she was doing her job long before he entered her life and is therefore capable of taking care of herself.
When we first met Damon in Blade Song, I really wasn't a fan of him at all and this feeling of dislike continues into Night Blade. Damon is extremely possessive, jealous and controlling. When Damon learns that Kit is working with her ex, he immediately demands that she quit. Due to the nature of her investigation, this is something that Kit cannot do and so Damon responds by biting her neck, permanently scaring her so that the world will know that she belongs to him.
I hissed out a breath as he sank his teeth into my neck. My mind processed what he was doing but before I could decide if I was going to do a damn thing, his hand tangled in y hair, arching my head to the side as he pressed down harder, harder until his teeth broke through the skin.
He growled against me and I groaned.
It hurt-
There isn't anything remotely sexy or romantic about having a six-foot five, two-hundred fifty pound werecat sink a powerful set of teeth into your neck.
But it was over in seconds and I was still in processing mode as he grabbed something from the bed to press against my neck. "You're asking me to deal with something that I can't change and I hate it," he said, his voice hard and flat. "That's how I'm dealing. The next tie anybody looks at you, they're going to see what I wanted everybody to know months ago." (pg 107)
The mark on her wrist was something that Kit could choose to hide but the neck mark gives her absolutely zero options. If that were not enough, when Damon smells another man on Kit because she had to be close to a witch for the purposes of cloaking her location, he responds by ripping the clothing from her body, demanding that she never wear them again. For Damon, this is what passes for love but in actuality it amounts to abuse.
Damon is as far from a romantic love interest as possible. When he isn't busy trying to control Kit, he infantalises her by calling her "baby girl". Why oh why would a grown ass man think it's okay to refer to the woman he is having sex with as "baby girl"? The only reason for that is that as the supposed adult in this relationship, Damon expects obedience. When Kit finally gets the evidence she needs to stop a kill order on Damon to be acted upon, Damon demands that she leave with him right now because he needs her like he needs air. When Kit objects because she has one thing left to do, Damon responds by ending the relationship and walking out. Who the hell does that?
It's only when Kit gets kidnapped that Damon actually wants to do something positive which for him involves stalking around, growling and forcing a confrontation with her, though everyone on the rescue crew tells him to back off because Kit is in no shape to deal with him. This man who wants obedience from Kit, cannot even respect her wishes for a few moments to get herself together, though she has been raped daily for weeks and tortured.
Kit does manage to walk away from Damon and I sincerely hope that he is out of the picture in the next book. Daniels stops just short of calling Kit sullied because of her rape and says instead that she cannot be with Damon because she was broken by weeks of rape and torture. Really Daniels? Why couldn't she have gone with the idea that showing up to play knight in shining armor after abandoning her, being physically abusive, and controlling doesn't make him a fit love interest.
Kit wouldn't even have been in this situation had Damon trusted and respected her enough to reveal that he was indeed guilty of murder but only because he wanted to protect her. It seems that Kit's grandmother had actively been trying to hire someone to harm Kit and that Damon killed anyone who was willing to do that job. Why exactly Kit couldn't be trust to know that her life was in danger is absolutely beyond me. It's ironic that Damon ends the relationship because he feels that he cannot trust Kit.